Monday, January 23, 2006
Today I have been on a rollercoaster of emotions. Someone in my life is royally pissing me off. They don't mean to. That is just who they are, but it totally sucks! I am starting to dislike them. Which isn't good. I don't dislike anyone. I just get tired of being the only one in a friendship. My shoulders are tired. I can't handle all the weight. But I have no idea how to let go. I isn't really an option not to be friends with them. But I wish there was. You know when you give and give, and that person willingly takes, but doesn't give in return? Or thinks a simple "how was your day" is doing their part? Well that is what it is. And you know what? That is fine. Why should I try to make this person like me? Why should I be the only one consumed by this problem? Not anymore. Today I take a stand. I can be cordial. I can be friendly. But going out of my way? Done. Thanks for listening.