Wednesday, May 25, 2005

WooHoo I have been Tagged!

I am so excited this is my first tag! Ok so I will do my best!

1. Total volume of music files on my computer?

Ok I have no idea how to figure this out, so let me ask hubby. Ok 15 GB, I have no idea what that means. hahaha

2. The last CD I bought was?


3. Song playing right now?

Nothing, just the lovely song of my kids fighting, lol (I think it is a broken record)!

Five songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me (in no particular order)

A. Backstreet boys, Incomplete, Honestly I have no idea why.

B. Prince, Little Red Corvete, I just love Prince

C. Winds of Change, Scorpions, My 6 year old loves this song.

D. Guns and Roses, Don't Cry, It makes me feel better when I am sad.

E. Keane, Somewhere only We Know, It is a great song!

Which 5 people are you passing the baton to and why-

Um I don't know anyone besides Dixie and Barefoot!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

How do you deal?

How do you deal with your pain? When someone you love hurts you, how do you approach the situation? Do you cry by yourself? Do you get angry? Do you confront the person? I have a tendency to get angry. So angry that I can't see straight. I say things and do things that I am not proud of. But am I justified? If someone I trust hurts me, do I have the right to tear them apart? Should I be able to make them feel as bad as I feel? And if I do that, what am I accomplishing? At the time, I do everything in my power to try and make the person understand why I am hurt, and I want them to apologize and feel as crappy as I do. But thinking about it, am I just as bad as the person who hurt me? Would I be better if I cried alone and then approached the person who hurt me? Sure I would make more sense that way, and I wouldn't be so passionate, but would I be able to get my point across? Is getting my point across even that important? Who knows.......

Wednesday, May 18, 2005


I don't know about anyone else, but I am not a fan of cleaning. I do love a clean house though. But I do daycare, and I live in a very small house. And when I say small, I mean it. I have three small children and we live in a two bedroom 940 sq foot house. So literally five minutes after I am done cleaning, the house is a mess again. Now hubby hates this. And I can see why, I mean who wants to come home to a dirty house? So my suggestion? Move. Not him, but all of us. I would love to live in a three or four bedroom house. A house where the toys can actually have there own place. A house where my three children don't have to sleep on top of each other! Hubby is not to keen on the idea, but a wife can hope can't she?!